just bought “Zumba” 2 a Wii game…it’s intense. only 63 calories burned though. I’m so tired too….the only tihng i don’t like about this one is that it has horrible songs….hispanic music which i hate so much even though i am hispanic. but yeah—no. i don’t like it. I feel like I wasted my dad’s 40$ for nothing now :/ I should’ve just got regular zumba. what a shame. ^.^ I’m planning on getting the Wii Fit Plus also. I really want to start working out honestly and eating healthier instead of starving…these fruit juices are really boring me but at the same time I just want to lose weight so I don’t know what i’m going to do. My plan was to reach 120 lbs then eat healthy from there but it’s taking longer than i expected…I’ve been having terrible cravings of pizza and such. =’(. I don’t know what i’m going to do….I’m thinking of putting my treadmill back up so I can start working out….Hmmm. the only problem is I have nowhere to put it. I’ll have to talk to my dad about that…WOW. I’m hungry and I had a 6”inch sandwhich from Subway…but a healthy one. I used “whole wheat” bread (which was delicious)…and it had roast beef, turkey, and black forest ham with lettuce,tomatoes,olives,onions,green peppers and no added condiments because it’s unnecessary. It was good<3 anyways… fruit juice here i come. 

depression has just hit me. fuck……i’m realllly trying my best to be happy honestly. why is it so hard ;/ this day just isn’t my day i guess. goodnight.